I recently had to end a very torrid, exciting, sensual relationship with a lovely woman in her early fifties. I'll call her Cassie. She was a splendid lover, viral, easily aroused and beautiful in the raw...she was quite voluptuous and quite the exhibitionist. Married, it was sometimes difficult for her to get away...but when she was able to, we would spend hours happily pleasuring each other, outdoors, on the beach, on the porch of a friends beach front cabin, etc. Alas, her husband was transferred and a couple weeks later, she followed after closing up the house, packing etc. For those two weeks, we were like teenagers, romping and frolicking...and now, there is such a huge silence in my life...I am wondering if I will ever have such an experience again.
I recently had to end a very torrid, exciting, sensual relationship with a lovely woman in her early fifties. I'll call her Cassie. She was a splendid lover, viral, easily aroused and beautiful in the raw...she was quite voluptuous and quite the exhibitionist. Married, it was sometimes difficult for her to get away...but when she was able to, we would spend hours happily pleasuring each other, outdoors, on the beach, on the porch of a friends beach front cabin, etc. Alas, her husband was transferred and a couple weeks later, she followed after closing up the house, packing etc. For those two weeks, we were like teenagers, romping and frolicking...and now, there is such a huge silence in my life...I am wondering if I will ever have such an experience again.
Being much older than you. I have to ask, why were you in a relationship with a married person, knowing it would go nowhere, and if it did, would it last??? I think not, you would always be wondering. You say you have silence in your life. Thats sad, there are so many ladies out there looking for a relationship, that are not married. But, then again perhaps you like the challenge of the hunt of a married person, when they leave, no one owes either one anything, not unless there is heartache. Perhaps your useing this as an excuse, not to have a real relationship, no committment,this is just my point of view of course. If all else fails. Read a good book. Go on Dr. Phil. or write a book about your life.
Being much older than you. I have to ask, why were you in a relationship with a married person, knowing it would go nowhere, and if it did, would it last??? I think not, you would always be wondering. You say you have silence in your life. Thats sad, there are so many ladies out there looking for a relationship, that are not married. But, then again perhaps you like the challenge of the hunt of a married person, when they leave, no one owes either one anything, not unless there is heartache. Perhaps your useing this as an excuse, not to have a real relationship, no committment,this is just my point of view of course. If all else fails. Read a good book. Go on Dr. Phil. or write a book about your life.